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River

COURTNEY COLDRIVER

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"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Unsend

Wait , NVM. Don’t send the message it’s too sad, they won’t understand. You could just be being over dramatic. What will you tell them...

Happy Birthday

Twenty-three feels just as lonely as sixteen. Probably as lonely as the thirty, forty-two and seventy year olds that pass me by...

Blind

It's like I'm so in love with you I never knew when anything was going wrong

Salted Caramel Chews

I lay in a hollowed room choking on emotions , alcohol pumping through my blood. Tonight I'm drunk but not because of the vodka burning...

An Old Tale

Just know she she sits alone on darkened Tuesday nights writing about broken things and I swear to god with my bare hands I'd try to mend...

I Wish

I wish I could do all the things my head wants I wish I could check the list off Every hour of the hour and say Finished this This is...

They Say

They say “Your poetry is too sad, Write something happy” They say “I don’t understand it, It doesn’t make sense” They say You’re so...

Femininity

So let's start by saying that I clearly SUCK at this whole blog thing, I'm trying to get better at putting myself onto a schedule to be...

Nightmare

I don't know if being a dramatic emotional mess has made me a good writer or if the ways of trying to find the perfect words to be a good...

Emotional Masochist

a battered heart thrills me but i'd never tell I think it's the story, the work up to it the constant emotional ache a part of it must...

flooded

You know how in the movies when something big is about to crash massively, like a tsunami on a house. they slow mo it right before it...

COVID-19 Isolation

Sixteen days off work, eleven days in isolation, and so far "April 23" is the day my job just might open back up for business. This virus...

Life is un-expecting

Life is un.. expecting That’s what makes it so hard. You think you have it good one second and than it’s all pulled away. Sometimes for a...

Love Loop

I want to fall in love over and over and over again until I can’t not know what love is

Unplugged

Recently, if you follow me on social media you'd see that i've decided to take a break from the social phenomenon of mindlessly scrolling...

known stranger

I hope you get to read this before we die...I know you’re out there , moving your way around all the hearts that aren’t mine, maybe you...

to him, you know.

A message to you. I write to you when I am lost, when the road is dark and I need answers — I write to you. You are my answers and all...

clever, you

I bet you thought you were clever sneaking around with her And sending me I love you letters

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"Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars."

Khalil Gibran

Surviving My Mental Health

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